PART 2 — THE WOMAN WHO KEPT HIS MOTHER ALIVE

PART 2 — THE WOMAN WHO KEPT HIS MOTHER ALIVE

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

Ruth Mercer looked at her son for a long moment.

Then she reached for the paper cup of coffee beside her bed.

“Because she asked me not to.”

Grant stared at her.

“You knew my ex-wife had cancer, and you kept it from me?”

Ruth put the cup down.

“Be careful, Grant. You’re beginning to sound like a man who believes he was enтιтled to know.”

“She was my wife for thirteen years.”

“Was,” Ruth said quietly. “That is the important word.”

Grant stood so abruptly that his chair scraped the floor.

“She could have died.”

“Yes.”

“And nobody thought I should know?”

His mother looked toward the window.

“I thought you should know many things. You stopped listening long before Elise became ill.”

The words struck harder than he expected.

Grant remembered the divorce.

The arguments about his long hours. The canceled vacations. The dinners Elise prepared and ate alone.

He remembered telling her she had become impossible to please.

He remembered Vanessa appearing in his life when everything at home felt like disappointment.

What he did not remember was Elise ever begging him to stay.

That had bothered him.

Even now, he hated admitting it.

“She signed the papers without a fight,” he said.

Ruth turned toward him.

“Did you want her to fight?”

“I wanted her to care.”

His mother gave a small, exhausted laugh.

“Oh, Grant.”

Something in her voice made him look up.

“Elise cared so much that she nearly disappeared trying to prove it.”

He frowned.

“What does that mean?”

Ruth pulled the blanket higher over her knees.

“Do you remember the night I fell in the kitchen two years ago?”

“Of course.”

“You were in Chicago.”

“At a conference.”

“And Vanessa was with you.”

Grant said nothing.

“Elise found me. She drove across town at two in the morning because I called her instead of an ambulance.”

“You should have called an ambulance.”

“I know that now.”

Ruth studied her hands.

“She stayed through the emergency examination. She bought my medication. She slept in a chair beside me.”

Grant remembered returning from Chicago.

His mother had been resting comfortably.

He had ᴀssumed the hospital staff had handled everything.

“Elise never mentioned that.”

“Would you have thanked her?”

“Of course.”

Ruth looked unconvinced.

“You accused her of using my birthday dinner as an excuse to contact you three months earlier.”

Grant remembered that, too.

Vanessa had been upset when Elise sent a message asking whether Ruth still liked lemon cake.

He had told Elise to respect boundaries.

He had blocked her number the following morning.

His stomach тιԍнтened.

“Mom, why are you telling me this now?”

“Because you’re standing here demanding explanations from a woman you taught to expect nothing from you.”

Grant sat down.

For several minutes, neither spoke.

Then Ruth reached for her purse.

“There’s something you should see.”

She removed an old envelope.

Inside was a folded hospital receipt.

Grant recognized the hospital name immediately.

It was the same hospital where they were sitting.

The receipt showed a payment made fourteen months earlier.

$18,600.

“What’s this?”

“My heart procedure.”

“I paid for that.”

Ruth shook her head.

“No, sweetheart.”

Grant frowned.

“I transferred the money.”

“You transferred it after the bill had already been paid.”

He stared at the receipt.

“Then where did my money go?”

“Into my savings account. I tried returning it. You told me to stop worrying about finances.”

“Who paid this?”

Ruth looked at him.

He already knew.

But he needed her to say it.

“Elise.”

Grant read the amount again.

Eighteen thousand six hundred dollars.

At the time, Elise had been working part-time at a small accounting office.

She had also been paying rent on an apartment.

“Where did she get that kind of money?”

Ruth hesitated.

“Your grandfather’s watch collection.”

Grant went still.

The collection had belonged to Elise’s father.

Six antique watches, kept in a wooden display case.

She had once told him they were the only valuable things her father left behind.

“She sold them?”

“Every one.”

Grant closed his eyes.

He remembered teasing Elise about the collection.

Six watches that never worked, he had called them.

She had laughed and told him some things were valuable because of who had touched them.

Now they were gone.

And he had never noticed.

“Why would she do that?”

Ruth’s eyes filled.

“Because she loved me.”

Grant looked away.

There was something almost unbearable about hearing those words.

Not because they were surprising.

Because they were not.

Elise had always loved quietly.

She remembered birthdays.

She checked whether people had eaten.

She carried spare gloves in winter because someone always forgot theirs.

He had once considered those habits ordinary.

Now he wondered how much of her kindness he had mistaken for convenience.

Ruth touched his wrist.

“There’s more.”

Grant looked up.

“More?”

“When Elise found out about the cancer, she called me.”

“Why you?”

“Because she was frightened.”

The answer was simple.

It hurt anyway.

“She sat in my kitchen for three hours,” Ruth continued. “She cried exactly once. Then she apologized for frightening me.”

Grant swallowed.

“Did she ask about me?”

Ruth hesitated.

“Yes.”

His heart gave a painful leap.

“What did she say?”

“She asked whether you were happy.”

Grant stared at her.

“That was all?”

“She wanted to know if Vanessa treated you kindly.”

He rubbed his face.

“And what did you tell her?”

“I told her I hoped so.”

Ruth reached for his hand.

“Then Elise said something I will never forget.”

“What?”

“She said, ‘If Grant is happy, please don’t let him feel guilty about me.’”

Grant bent forward, elbows on his knees.

For the first time that afternoon, he could not trust himself to speak.

His phone vibrated.

Vanessa.

A message appeared.

Did you get the bracelet? Dinner is at seven. Please don’t be late again.

Grant looked at the velvet box in his pocket.

Then at the receipt in his hand.

He thought of Elise struggling to open a bottle of water.

“I need to see her,” he whispered.

Ruth shook her head.

“No.”

He looked up.

“What?”

“Not today.”

“Mom—”

“She has just come out of a procedure. Whatever you want to say can wait.”

“But what if—”

“Grant.”

Ruth’s voice sharpened.

“For once in your life, let her needs matter more than your feelings.”

He fell silent.

Then his mother added something that made the room feel suddenly colder.

“And there is something else you should understand.”

Grant waited.

“Elise didn’t tell me about the cancer until after her first operation.”

He frowned.

“You said she called you when she found out.”

“She did. But she hadn’t told me everything.”

“What do you mean?”

Ruth stared at the envelope.

“She had already received another diagnosis months earlier.”

Grant felt his pulse quicken.

“Another diagnosis?”

His mother nodded slowly.

“And when I asked why she had waited so long to get treatment, she said she had made a promise.”

“To whom?”

Ruth looked directly at him.

“To your daughter.”

Grant stopped moving.

He had no daughter.

At least, that was what he had believed for the last thirteen years.